Leaf's departure is because of Wind's pursuit or because Tree didn't ask her to stay?

When Watching Vcds turn into a duty more than a Passion.....

Thu, 01 Oct 2009 03:43:00 +0000

Been trying to finish up watching dramas and movies. In the past i can watch continuously for several days and nights because I wanted to finish up the drama before i can totally rest my mind otherwise i will keep thinking keep dreaming about the show.

That, is what i called Passion and interest.

But recently I watch for a few hours and I will start feeling tired and sleepy. Initially, I thought it's because I'm getting older, concentration span getting shorted. But no leh.. i used to be very tired too yet for the sake of the show i am able to stay through the night.

THEN, it dawned to me that I might be watching the show because I need to check if the discs are spoilt or I need to watch it soon for me to return to other people.

Seriously, where has the passion of watching shows gone to? Has it disappeared just like my Green Tea mooncakes with Melon Seeds?

FYI, the last show which I can't stop watching is Charmed Season 1 to 8 which I paid close to $700 for it.

Pictures!

Thu, 17 Sep 2009 01:21:00 +0000

Haha... Self Made Wedding Photo (Me & Kelvin Cheng) :P

Me (11/09/09's Outing)

Ming Han & Yusuf (11/09/09's Outing)

Hong Jin & Wee Siang (11/09/09's Outing)

Stan & Hong Jin (11/09/09's Outing)

ROM bouquet of rose with pearls.

Pictures!

Tue, 15 Sep 2009 01:16:00 +0000

Nerdy Me =D

OCC Dinner on 14th August 2009

(From Left: Zhen Song, Me, Niki, June)

My BIrthday surprise from Shu hua (Vancouver) & Stanley (Singapore) :D

14th September

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 14:41:00 +0000

Today went to work as usual met hiccups here n there. Rcv a book on living with limitations from niki. Started reading rather meaningful. Went for tuition. Learnt that the maid went to the police somehow and she gotta stay working. for us until her debts are cleared. Meanwhile we still do as much as we can me folding n keeping my clothes, washing my shoes n bottles. It may seems simple but doing them after a long day say, 9pm can kill. Argh!!!

To make things worst, Blogger isn't allowing me to upload fotos! There are so much I want to show u guys! :(

13th september

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 14:23:00 +0000

Hmm today I feel super accomplished. Y? Let me tell you:

- woke up to tidy my room n shoe rack, changed bedsheet, dry the bedsheet, heat up the previous night's dinner n eat it, watch "failure dog" drama n have a long nap. Then came the climax of the day!!!!

- went to tampines to meet stan to finish up our Project "ASS"!
First he was late cos he was slping -.- rite? Den some kid spilled a whole cup of iced milo on my jeans n neckermann sandals, and I can't go hm straight cos haven't start on the project yet. In the end, spent 2hrs plus doing it. Haish. Reached home at 10pm to realise there is a blanket hanging out of my window only to realise my maid climb out of the window by tying her blanket to my bed frame. And and and... this isn't the first time. Suay right!!!

- not to mention I almost have the chance to savour the taste of delicious international buffet of not for.... haish

Nevertheless, ALL WELLS SHALL BE WELL... in GOD'S CARE AMEN!

12th september

Mon, 14 Sep 2009 14:09:00 +0000

Today is Wei shan's birthday! Happy 22nd Wei shan:) !

- Today's gonna b a v bz day cos gotta rush to office before 11 to help out in the prayer session.

- after which is go bk hm n rest before going to sunset grill to witness ppl being tortured alive by the level 30 chicken wings while I enjoy my cheesy fries WHahaha!
Omg u shud c the expressions on the sufferers' faces damn hilarious can!! Lol they are mainly kenji, ah song, Mandy n Mr Cheng. Of which, ah song facial expression is the most comical of all!

- later in the nite join my big bro n my SIS in law in Lunar. Trust me, it wasn't fun... so I left for home cos I can't keep yawning while i was there. U guys dint c wrongly my big bro brought me to clubbing lol! Cool right? ;)

So. after I reached hm I went to bed shortly

22 Years old le

Fri, 11 Sep 2009 03:46:00 +0000

Hi all... just turned 22 years old! hahahaa!!

hmmm... let me think... my 21st year passed rather quickly. too fast for me to realise what was happening...

this year didnt plan much celebrations. and it happen to be my bro's rom too.. so mostly was busying around the island for his ceremony. yea. kinda bored actually.

Finally it's a celebration without any involvement of any alcohol.. hahaa...

shu hua and stanley gave me a surprise on the day before my birthday.. real touched and surprised. reali... hahaa... shall upload and show u guys. :D

Nice Metaphors

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 03:06:00 +0000

命运就像强奸，你反抗不了，就要学会享受。

工作就像轮奸，你不行就别人上。

人生就像自慰，什么都要靠自己双手。

前途就像做爱，有低潮也有高潮。

学习就像叫鸡，又要出钱又要出力。

朋友就像内裤，在尼大起大落时，总都包含着你。

好的朋友就像避孕套，时时刻刻都为你的安全着想。

更好的朋友就像伟哥，当你台不起头时给于你力量。

I am back

Sat, 22 Aug 2009 02:51:00 +0000

Hell-O! You guys want updates right? ok....

Been busy lately... with work, and outings... dont even have time for my vcds.... been tired...

Shu Hua

Tue, 26 May 2009 15:01:00 +0000

Actually. Nobody. Knows.

Sun, 03 May 2009 14:54:00 +0000

dont really know what to say actually...

so i will just post what i am supposed to complete this coming week:

- Price charts that has been delayed for months..

- Updating of price lists...

- mafia

- still mafia-ing

- and mafia-ing!

Movies to look out for

Sat, 18 Apr 2009 02:46:00 +0000

1. Fast & Furious 4 (Simply to look out for any funny soundtrack like "Tokyo Drift"

2. 17 Again (Cause i like this kind of storylines...)

3. Revolutionary Road (Cause it seems nice.)

okay guys... Went to catch Knowing last Saturday cause Fast & Furious was like super packed.. Anyway, Knowing is quite a nice show which i would recommend.. though i freaked out a few times.. hahah but seriously nice show.. movies by nic cage is always nice anyone second that??

this week quite depressing week for me cause i m experiencing insomia. yea.. mi as in jaren tay having insomia.. i am very tired. but when ever i close my eyes to slp on bed my mind juz wouldnt rest. it's so serious tat my eyes ache the next day and my head end up wif throbbing pain. i tell you.. seriously it's not a good thing to experience.

went to upgrade my mio plan last nite was told that my plan price is being revised to a cheaper rate. so happy... very poor now.. gotta save as much as i can. poor to the extent i reali have to avoid going out and eat bread. haish.. y? cos of some unforeseen expenses. grrr... yea GRRRR....

but no matter how broke i am i still wan to catch the 3 movies above. dun worry i wun ask u to pay for me.. i will still pay hahaa... still have some "Private-room-money" and guess wad?

I HAVENT BEEN DRINKING FOR ANY DAYS THIS WEEK! hahhaha! miracle or not?

Received a handful of replies regarding my blog. yes, i will continue to blog. thanks for showing interest in my life. =>

Song <3

Sun, 12 Apr 2009 12:25:00 +0000

"Broken"

- By Lifehouse

The broken clock is a comfort,

it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow

from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting

though i still have my doubts

I am damaged at best,

like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart

that's still beating

In the pain,

there is healing

In your name

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning

you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded,

I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection

inside of my eyes

That are looking for a purpose,

they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart

that's still beating

In the pain (in the pain),

is there healin

In your name (in your name)

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day

Just to see what

you throw my way

And I'm hanging on

to the words you say

You said that I will

be OK

The broken lights on the freeway

left me here alone

I may have lost my way now,

haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart

that's still beating

In the pain(In the pain)

there is healing

In your name

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you

My day

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 15:41:00 +0000

hmmm... had a bad day at work... cause some hiccups here and there... still not solved though. and it's creating a constant headache for me. thinking of going on a break soon. but just cant finish my work so leave is still far far away from me.

Dear frend aso having a bad day as well so decided to go for a movie. wanted to catch this movie "Hotel for dogs" badly but suay is suay la... the movie stop screening though it only started on 19th march... saded... in the end we went T3 cause i suddenly realised i haven been to T3 since its opening till now. and it's been like a year or so! hahaha yea. i just remember Singapore has a T3 today. hahaha...

so we walked around the whole T3 and realised that the viewing gallery is a crap place of the airport. cause you cant view the planes as clearly as it's like from the other 2 terminals... crap lor... and i seriously dont see how nice it is as claimed by most people.. hahah.. sorry i have no sense of archi. was heading to the carpark then sh suggested me driving her home in simon's car. i've been having phobia of driving simon's car cause i always tend to have mini accidents while driving his cars. i dont know why hur... so she dared me. and i drove her back... in 20 mins time i reach her car. without much hiccups. namely 2 hiccups, one due to the car's gear. : but i tink mainly i improved alot driving manual cars. given that i was very much being distracted by dearest sh along the way home. hahaa.. think once i got my directions clear all problems are solved. hahaha..

thats all.... dont know why i decided to share so much on blog lately. maybe cause i know there will be some people reading it. :) thanks everyone!!

Mockery

Mon, 06 Apr 2009 15:20:00 +0000

Some traits in my paternal family which i super dislike, loathe and hate. one of it is mockery.

one family in particular would go around asking for news about other children's work, studies. I mean if it's like for care and concern sake, yes i would definitely let you know. but when you are finding out to mock and to despise please... stay far and away!

the children of their family are like accountant, engineers and potential high earners. but what's the point if they are such a show off and arrogant? i mean education level doesnt show much if you dont have any virtues. Not saying that i have but i definitely wouldnt go around despising and gossipping about others' children studying in ITE and earning low salaries.

isnt it obvious that people dont want you to know about our lives to think that you keep asking my parents every week. i decided to study part time not because i am dumb or i cant make it to local universities. but because i see the importance of supporting myself throughout the years of university. I see the importance of gaining work experience while studying too. I dont just wanna spend all my time focusing on studies. i want to do beyond my limits. though i know it's hard. but if i ever managed to survive through it it's a good thing for me right? to me i view it as a goal.. not as a compulsory path i must lead in life. so dont view me part time study as a dumb choice for i know you will definitely think that way.

that time when i withdraw from JC you already scolded me dumb once. i will remember it always. in time to come, we shall see who is the dumb one. notice that i use the word "withdraw" and not drop out. for i noe i will survive if i put in more efforts. but i just dint want it to. so please respect others' choice. not all JC students are high earners if you are thinking in that directions. seriously i am disgusted why i have such uncle and auntie. in the past you used to look down on my parents cause you earn more than him from stocks. now that stocks have tumbled, you are broke you used your children to look down on us. shame on you!

P.S: I would like to thank my big brother for all his support and encouragement in all my decisions no matter how people view me. Thanks Bro!

Finally

Wed, 01 Apr 2009 10:37:00 +0000

i did what i should have done long ago. thank god for the courage.

Just when you thought that it's the worst.......

Sat, 28 Mar 2009 03:07:00 +0000

Sent my phoneSSS for repair: one under warranty (Nokia) another one out of warranty (SE)

Nokia called me ytd and tell me they are voiding my warranty... like WTH!!!! for wad? and below is a copy of complaint letter I have typed to them.. Well, not sent yet... but will not hesitate to publish it on the newspaper first....

"To whom it may concern

I am writing this email in response to my unpleasant experience with Nokia Care Centre which may adversely affect my decisions in buying any Nokia products in future.

I bought my phone N95 8GB on 14th September 2008 at Compassvale point Hello! Shop. Shortly on the 6th day I bought it, I dropped the phone from a mid body height. Beside a few scratches on the surface and that the phone cracked open which I pressed it back with a little force, everything is alright once again.

Up till last Saturday, 21/03/09, I was caught in a heavy downpour suddenly and when I went to an enclosed area, I realized that the phone has a few problems. One of which is that one of the buttons appeared to be faulty affecting other keys as well. After a few times of restarting the phone, the phone recovered to its normal state.

However, as of yesterday, 26/03/09, the phone was totally not functioning. Therefore, I decided to send to the Nokia Care centre located at Wheelock Place since my phone is still under warranty.

Today, 27/03/09, Nokia staff contacted me telling me that my phone was being tampered by non Nokia authority, and there is liquid substance at the keypad area . She further declared that my phone warranty is void. She did provide me with a solution claiming that I could still send for repair at a cost of SGD$80 – SGD$150 with 50% chance that the phone will be repaired. Her words gave me the impression that Nokia products are vulnerable to a few minutes of rain even thou the phone was in the bag when I was caught in the rain . It is either that or she is implying that Singtel Hello! shops sell tampered products.

I must clarify my stand, that is:-

1. I am the owner of my phone and I know very well, no one had tampered with my phone before since the purchase of this phone. and neither has I left my phone with 2nd party before.
2. With my busy schedule, I was not able to make a trip down to Nokia care centre right after the phone had dropped esp the phone was functioning well after the incident had happened. Any sensible person will not have to do that plus its a well know fact how crowded Nokia Care centre is even during weekday.
3. I trust that Nokia would repair my phone since it’s still under warranty.

There are a few questions I would like to ask: -

1. What is the use of the warranty if you can declare the warranty void like this?
2. Is this kind of after-sales service consumers should expect from Nokia?
3. Is any investigation being carried to conclude with the conclusion that the phone was being tampered by non Nokia authority ?
4. Should I question the quality of Nokia products?
5. Are you implying that Singtel sells tampered products?

Given all these explanations and questions, I trust that you would like provide me with proper remedies and explanation for the above within 3 working days . Last but not least, I would like to stress my stand that I would not take up the offer and I would expect that Nokia will fix the issue for me at no charge incurred. Please know that this kind of service is totally unacceptable, and severely mars the image of Nokia. This would undoubtedly affect future decisions in purchasing any Nokia products at all. Also, there are heavy implications made by your staff based on groundless words. I will not hesitate to send a copy of this email to the forum should there be any need. "

Bad Day

Thu, 26 Mar 2009 13:54:00 +0000

Argh! Super Unlucky today! how can 2 phones spoilt on the same day?! tell me... how could it be possible!? argh!!!!

just got back from repairing the phoneSSSSSS! one under warranty another one... just over...

it estimates to cost me FREAKING $145 for the repair!!! wth... I only used it for like 6 months.. and haven been using it for last 6 months... how bad is tat? u tell me... super angry... argh!

damn broke this month le... haish... so much for financial planning... the more i plan the worst i get... so why plan.... :<

What was I doing on Saturday?

Sun, 22 Mar 2009 08:33:00 +0000

Hmmm... was cycling in East Coast Park yesterday afternoon... I must say I really enjoy alot. Cycling down the beach really makes me feel relaxed and happy. I enjoyed the breese the waves brings to me. I enjoyed the sights of the boats and ships parking or sailing across the sea. The only thing I dont enjoy is the crowd on the beach. Hmmm... I still prefer Pasir Ris Park though it's smaller but at least i think i can enjoy the true peace.. ahahaha...

Shu hua dint know how to cycle until yesterday. the 2 guys taught her how to. after tat she is like breezing past us a few times. hahaha not bad sia... managed to learn cycling in less den 2 hours. impressive! but i bet she is going to forget it by next week :X opps! hahahaha

we dint cycle for long before it starts to rain heavily, so we decided to go back home and wash up. shu hua came and bathed in my house, whereas stanley went over to simon's place. after that was MAHJONG time. hahahaha i can barely keep my eyes open tat time. hahaha too tired.. almost have to resort to using toothpicks to keep my eyes open hahaha not exaggerating lor.. true!

I have a secret

Sat, 21 Mar 2009 01:36:00 +0000

Bet you heard this over and over again a thousand zillion times.

- "I just want to love and be loved back."

Well, this is exactly what I was thinking since don't know when...

Hmm.. these 2 weeks have been a period of hectic days for me. With projects ending and starting at the same time, I think I am like a crazy woman running about in the office. It's been a long while since I am that busy. Hahahaa.. BUTBUTBUT, no matter how busy I am I still find time to do friend-visiting in Pet Society. Hahaha. Been taking alot of tests in Facebook. Most of it are accurate in my opinions. hahaha.

Going cycling in a about 15 mins time. yet i am feeling kinda slpy.. hahahaa...

yes.. in regards to my title. i have a secret shared with another person. when the time is ripe, i will release out the news.

Spot on!

Sun, 15 Mar 2009 12:16:00 +0000

Your view on yourself:
You are down-to-earth and people like you because you are so straightforward. You are an efficient problem solver because you will listen to both sides of an argument before making a decision that usually appeals to both parties.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:
You like serious, smart and determined people. You don't judge a book by its cover, so good-looking people aren't necessarily your style. This makes you an attractive person in many people's eyes.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:
You prefer to get to know a person very well before deciding whether you will commit to the relationship.

The seriousness of your love:
You are very serious about relationships and aren't interested in wasting time with people you don't really like. If you meet the right person, you will fall deeply and beautifully in love.

Your views on education:
Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:
You're a practical person and will choose a secure job with a steady income. Knowing what you like to do is important. Find a regular job doing just that and you'll be set for life.

How do you view success:
You are afraid of failure and scared to have a go at the career you would like to have in case you don't succeed. Don't give up when you haven't yet even started! Be courageous.

What are you most afraid of:
You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:
You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

Wrong bet

Wed, 11 Mar 2009 14:20:00 +0000

Jaren placed the wrong bet. what can i sae?

i kinda deserved this anyway. thought i got prepared for this. but somehow i m still feeling bad. very bad. strong front is very important now. dont feel like doing anything except at home. but i gotta work. so i guess i need to be strong. no matter wad...

After CNY

Fri, 20 Feb 2009 02:12:00 +0000

Harrow after so long.. now in the office. supposed to be doing stuffs..but here i m typing an entry before i get started and be occupied for the rest of the day.

Hmm... thoughts now swiming in my mind. why am i so affected by others regardless it's words, actions or hidden meanings.? been trying real hard to get rid of this stupid habit of mine. but as much as i tried i just cant do it. i wonder why. recently quite affected by a particular incident not worth mentioning much. but it just darken my mood for the week. tried dismissing the bad mood by attempting to get out for a movie, but it's either peeps arent free or i m just too lethargic to do so. this cant go on. so i m planning to go for a drink later tonight. to get rid of whatever that needs to be out of my mind. whether its temporary or permanently.

okay.lets tok abt sth light-hearted (i think it is?). i dreamt about my own funeral last night. thats not the funny part. the funny part is someone sms mi b4 i slpt tat we would meet in the dreams. haha guess wad i did meet that person in dream that is when that person was attending my funeral. LOL! I msged and told that person about it. and was being chided as lame. -.-

but honestly, this isnt the first time i dreamt about me being dead. just tat i seldom say it out. this time my cause of death was that i was being knocked down by a lorry. nope i dint managed to take down the license plate number. i was dead remember!? guess either i will be dead very soon? or i will live a long life as dreams always depicts the opposite of life isnt it? haha..

just something to share with you guys. ciaoz~

Stop thinking about just yourself.

Fri, 16 Jan 2009 14:01:00 +0000

we are not ppl who have ample free
time. stop asking out when you are free and cancelling the outing on last min.
it's frigging irritating. start to think of others. and if u ever want to
organise an outing make sure you personally contact everyone and not pass the
freaking task to others. this is known as respect. apparently you dun have any
for others. for others to respect u learn to respect others too. stop thinking
you are always right cause you might be wrong some times or most of the times
too. stop giving your opinions when not asked. it's very bossy of you. we are
not on 24hrs standby FYI.

Something Happen

Sun, 11 Jan 2009 15:28:00 +0000

Phrases going through my mind at this moment:

" so near yet so far"

"最爱的人不是你

这不只让你伤心

但我心里还在枯等

一个远去身影

最爱的人不是你

却忍不住爱上你我真的爱你

但永远无法像爱她般爱你"

"maybe it's not meant to be"

"I shouldn't think too much or rather expect too much in the first place"

"she still holds an important place in his heart."

"maybe it has been one sided all these while"

"everything has been gg too smoothly for me"

"i should have anticipated some hiccups along the way."

"what should i do?"

"persist or give up"

"i cant take this anymore"

"if it's meant to be, it'll be"

"they should be together"

"finally, the bubble burst."