Movies to look out for

1. Fast & Furious 4 (Simply to look out for any funny soundtrack like "Tokyo Drift"

2. 17 Again (Cause i like this kind of storylines...)

3. Revolutionary Road (Cause it seems nice.)

okay guys... Went to catch Knowing last Saturday cause Fast & Furious was like super packed.. Anyway, Knowing is quite a nice show which i would recommend.. though i freaked out a few times.. hahah but seriously nice show.. movies by nic cage is always nice anyone second that??

this week quite depressing week for me cause i m experiencing insomia. yea.. mi as in jaren tay having insomia.. i am very tired. but when ever i close my eyes to slp on bed my mind juz wouldnt rest. it's so serious tat my eyes ache the next day and my head end up wif throbbing pain. i tell you.. seriously it's not a good thing to experience.

went to upgrade my mio plan last nite was told that my plan price is being revised to a cheaper rate. so happy... very poor now.. gotta save as much as i can. poor to the extent i reali have to avoid going out and eat bread. haish.. y? cos of some unforeseen expenses. grrr... yea GRRRR....

but no matter how broke i am i still wan to catch the 3 movies above. dun worry i wun ask u to pay for me.. i will still pay hahaa... still have some "Private-room-money" and guess wad?


I HAVENT BEEN DRINKING FOR ANY DAYS THIS WEEK! hahhaha! miracle or not?

Received a handful of replies regarding my blog. yes, i will continue to blog. thanks for showing interest in my life. =>

Song <3

"Broken"

- By Lifehouse

The broken clock is a comfort,

it helps me sleep tonight

Maybe it can stop tomorrow

from stealing all my time

I am here still waiting

though i still have my doubts

I am damaged at best,

like you've already figured out

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

With a broken heart

that's still beating

In the pain,

there is healing

In your name

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on,

I'm holdin' on

I'm barely holdin' on to you

The broken locks were a warning

you got inside my head

I tried my best to be guarded,

I'm an open book instead

I still see your reflection

inside of my eyes

That are looking for a purpose,

they're still looking for life

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart

that's still beating

In the pain (in the pain),

is there healin

In your name (in your name)

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin')

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm hangin' on another day

Just to see what

you throw my way

And I'm hanging on

to the words you say

You said that I will

be OK

The broken lights on the freeway

left me here alone

I may have lost my way now,

haven't forgotten my way home

I'm falling apart,

I'm barely breathing

with a broken heart

that's still beating

In the pain(In the pain)

there is healing

In your name

I find meaning

So I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm holdin' on (I'm still holdin'),

I'm barely holdin' on to you

My day

hmmm... had a bad day at work... cause some hiccups here and there... still not solved though. and it's creating a constant headache for me. thinking of going on a break soon. but just cant finish my work so leave is still far far away from me.


Dear frend aso having a bad day as well so decided to go for a movie. wanted to catch this movie "Hotel for dogs" badly but suay is suay la... the movie stop screening though it only started on 19th march... saded... in the end we went T3 cause i suddenly realised i haven been to T3 since its opening till now. and it's been like a year or so! hahaha yea. i just remember Singapore has a T3 today. hahaha...

so we walked around the whole T3 and realised that the viewing gallery is a crap place of the airport. cause you cant view the planes as clearly as it's like from the other 2 terminals... crap lor... and i seriously dont see how nice it is as claimed by most people.. hahah.. sorry i have no sense of archi. was heading to the carpark then sh suggested me driving her home in simon's car. i've been having phobia of driving simon's car cause i always tend to have mini accidents while driving his cars. i dont know why hur... so she dared me. and i drove her back... in 20 mins time i reach her car. without much hiccups. namely 2 hiccups, one due to the car's gear. : but i tink mainly i improved alot driving manual cars. given that i was very much being distracted by dearest sh along the way home. hahaa.. think once i got my directions clear all problems are solved. hahaha..


thats all.... dont know why i decided to share so much on blog lately. maybe cause i know there will be some people reading it. :) thanks everyone!!

Mockery

Some traits in my paternal family which i super dislike, loathe and hate. one of it is mockery.

one family in particular would go around asking for news about other children's work, studies. I mean if it's like for care and concern sake, yes i would definitely let you know. but when you are finding out to mock and to despise please... stay far and away!

the children of their family are like accountant, engineers and potential high earners. but what's the point if they are such a show off and arrogant? i mean education level doesnt show much if you dont have any virtues. Not saying that i have but i definitely wouldnt go around despising and gossipping about others' children studying in ITE and earning low salaries.

isnt it obvious that people dont want you to know about our lives to think that you keep asking my parents every week. i decided to study part time not because i am dumb or i cant make it to local universities. but because i see the importance of supporting myself throughout the years of university. I see the importance of gaining work experience while studying too. I dont just wanna spend all my time focusing on studies. i want to do beyond my limits. though i know it's hard. but if i ever managed to survive through it it's a good thing for me right? to me i view it as a goal.. not as a compulsory path i must lead in life. so dont view me part time study as a dumb choice for i know you will definitely think that way.

that time when i withdraw from JC you already scolded me dumb once. i will remember it always. in time to come, we shall see who is the dumb one. notice that i use the word "withdraw" and not drop out. for i noe i will survive if i put in more efforts. but i just dint want it to. so please respect others' choice. not all JC students are high earners if you are thinking in that directions. seriously i am disgusted why i have such uncle and auntie. in the past you used to look down on my parents cause you earn more than him from stocks. now that stocks have tumbled, you are broke you used your children to look down on us. shame on you!


P.S: I would like to thank my big brother for all his support and encouragement in all my decisions no matter how people view me. Thanks Bro!

Finally

i did what i should have done long ago. thank god for the courage.