After CNY

Harrow after so long.. now in the office. supposed to be doing stuffs..but here i m typing an entry before i get started and be occupied for the rest of the day.

Hmm... thoughts now swiming in my mind. why am i so affected by others regardless it's words, actions or hidden meanings.? been trying real hard to get rid of this stupid habit of mine. but as much as i tried i just cant do it. i wonder why. recently quite affected by a particular incident not worth mentioning much. but it just darken my mood for the week. tried dismissing the bad mood by attempting to get out for a movie, but it's either peeps arent free or i m just too lethargic to do so. this cant go on. so i m planning to go for a drink later tonight. to get rid of whatever that needs to be out of my mind. whether its temporary or permanently.

okay.lets tok abt sth light-hearted (i think it is?). i dreamt about my own funeral last night. thats not the funny part. the funny part is someone sms mi b4 i slpt tat we would meet in the dreams. haha guess wad i did meet that person in dream that is when that person was attending my funeral. LOL! I msged and told that person about it. and was being chided as lame. -.-

but honestly, this isnt the first time i dreamt about me being dead. just tat i seldom say it out. this time my cause of death was that i was being knocked down by a lorry. nope i dint managed to take down the license plate number. i was dead remember!? guess either i will be dead very soon? or i will live a long life as dreams always depicts the opposite of life isnt it? haha..

just something to share with you guys. ciaoz~