Mockery

Some traits in my paternal family which i super dislike, loathe and hate. one of it is mockery.

one family in particular would go around asking for news about other children's work, studies. I mean if it's like for care and concern sake, yes i would definitely let you know. but when you are finding out to mock and to despise please... stay far and away!

the children of their family are like accountant, engineers and potential high earners. but what's the point if they are such a show off and arrogant? i mean education level doesnt show much if you dont have any virtues. Not saying that i have but i definitely wouldnt go around despising and gossipping about others' children studying in ITE and earning low salaries.

isnt it obvious that people dont want you to know about our lives to think that you keep asking my parents every week. i decided to study part time not because i am dumb or i cant make it to local universities. but because i see the importance of supporting myself throughout the years of university. I see the importance of gaining work experience while studying too. I dont just wanna spend all my time focusing on studies. i want to do beyond my limits. though i know it's hard. but if i ever managed to survive through it it's a good thing for me right? to me i view it as a goal.. not as a compulsory path i must lead in life. so dont view me part time study as a dumb choice for i know you will definitely think that way.

that time when i withdraw from JC you already scolded me dumb once. i will remember it always. in time to come, we shall see who is the dumb one. notice that i use the word "withdraw" and not drop out. for i noe i will survive if i put in more efforts. but i just dint want it to. so please respect others' choice. not all JC students are high earners if you are thinking in that directions. seriously i am disgusted why i have such uncle and auntie. in the past you used to look down on my parents cause you earn more than him from stocks. now that stocks have tumbled, you are broke you used your children to look down on us. shame on you!


P.S: I would like to thank my big brother for all his support and encouragement in all my decisions no matter how people view me. Thanks Bro!