Life.

Seriously, I don't know what life i am leading, what path I am heading.

I am losing focus, losing touch with many close friends, most importantly losing touchign with my family.

I don't what to say, maybe i shouldn't say anything now. but i really feel that the life i m leading now, is unbearable.

D.I.L.E.M.M.A

3 Dec 2008 or 6 June 2009

WHich one should i go? i MUST go HK. but with who? below are the points taken for my analysis. you guys read n tell mi pls.. giv me advice:

--> ANALYSIS 1:
if i go in dec, the bad points are: i have to apply no pay leave, canot go wif mum so feel guilty, pay myself, dec i will still need to set aside money to pay for my company trip, no family wif me feel sad.

the good points are: get to go out wif my fren, den she will bring mi to some youngsters hang ard de place which mum will not approve, cooling weather, free acccomodation.

--> ANALYSIS 2:
If go in june, bad points are: hot weather, high expenses, no fren to bring us to places where hongkies hang ard, no late nites.

the good points are: going with mum, so mum's paying, still can go to HK. so can shopping. family outing.