Just when I am beginning to feel some love around me, you took it all away.
Just when I am starting to look forward to spending time with you after 5pm, you diminished all my anticipation.
Used to feel that my brain is spinning too much stories, way too much I can afford to digest.
But now, I guess I have been putting false fronts all the while, giving myself a big and long excuse.
Used to think that the problem lies with me, but i guess now you have showed me what is really going on.
Now I finally understand why I am ended up like this....
"Maybe I don't deserved to be loved at all. "
Yet all the while, I have been covering it up nicely by finding faults with others.
Now, I know why I am independent in some ways and dependent in another ways.
Reason being: I am being shaped like this since young, believe it or not.
Seriously, thanks for all the false hopes you have given me.
I think it's time for me to say I really give up this time round.
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