Here I am , trying my best to work my way through the TMA due on Children's Day. Started at 2130 but opening my document only at 2256. Tell me, how do you spell Procrastination again.
This semester is going to be tougher for me. because I think I lost my focus somewhere back where I dont know where. All I know is I am struggling to find it back. I know I should and shall place all the worries in God's hands and not doubting His love and plans for me. But each and everytime I awaits and eventually receive my results, my heart simply sinks.
I am surely going somewhere with this progress, but the main questions are where and is it the place I want to go to?
Monday, September 20, 2010
Wednesday, March 10, 2010
UPdates
Hi guys, Jaren's been real stressed for this period of time. As her age increases, her level of anxiety also increased. Jaren's looking for kakis to go overseas in end of May and June. Please responds. =)
NOTE: Jaren is also looking for people who are expert in Statistics urgently....... TYTY!
NOTE: Jaren is also looking for people who are expert in Statistics urgently....... TYTY!
Saturday, January 16, 2010
My POV
Hi all
Those who know me well should know that I just returned back to my Hougang home not long ago. Well, I want to share with all of my peeps out there how's it like to stay outside and how different it is as compared to staying in my own home.
Well I moved to my brother's home few months back. The feeling is different in the aspect that over there I feel that I am independent. well, my aunt and her children stay there too, they belong to one family. And my brother and his wife one family.. Then that left me as the remainder. which explains why i mostly alone at home on Sundays. yea but at least i feel happier there. not because i do not need to do any household chores there.
the type of household chores is the same as those i have to do at my own home. in fact more at my brother's home. the bed i sleep on over my brother home is not as comfortable as compared to my own. but why i have sound sleep during my stay over there. in fact i have to wake up earlier (5.45am) there because i have to share the toilet with the other 2 kids. and the journey to office is further. whenever i return i got to clear 2 dogs' shits and clean the floor whenever i m free.
But no matter what i always have a peaceful sleep throughout the night. and i m truly happy when i am there. the only bad point i think is most probably that I do not have a proper home cooked meal over there. but when i return back to Hougang, although i have everything better in all aspects, including home cooked meal, i do not feel happier. because i feel that my family don't regard like family member. to me, they are like treating me more of maid. they never complain anything because they do not want me to move out again. and in depth they feel that during the times i stay out make them lose their face or reputation towards our relatives. to our relatives it may seems that my parents are not a set of good parents because 2 out of their 3 children moved out before.
to our own parents they feel that they themselves are very good set of parents, because they slogged so hard in so many years to support 3 of us to adulthood. they provide us with all good materials. but they failed to realise that these are not all what we want. Money is not everything. the results is very clear cut: 2 of us are not very rich but we are very independent and contented. but left 1 of us: he is very rich but he is never happy and he never exactly has a life. all these, FOR WHAT? why create so much troubles. my view is very simple: each and everyone of us should know what to do and what not to do. and not leave everything to my parents especially when they are so old already.
well this is my point of view. feel free to comment otherwise skip it.
Those who know me well should know that I just returned back to my Hougang home not long ago. Well, I want to share with all of my peeps out there how's it like to stay outside and how different it is as compared to staying in my own home.
Well I moved to my brother's home few months back. The feeling is different in the aspect that over there I feel that I am independent. well, my aunt and her children stay there too, they belong to one family. And my brother and his wife one family.. Then that left me as the remainder. which explains why i mostly alone at home on Sundays. yea but at least i feel happier there. not because i do not need to do any household chores there.
the type of household chores is the same as those i have to do at my own home. in fact more at my brother's home. the bed i sleep on over my brother home is not as comfortable as compared to my own. but why i have sound sleep during my stay over there. in fact i have to wake up earlier (5.45am) there because i have to share the toilet with the other 2 kids. and the journey to office is further. whenever i return i got to clear 2 dogs' shits and clean the floor whenever i m free.
But no matter what i always have a peaceful sleep throughout the night. and i m truly happy when i am there. the only bad point i think is most probably that I do not have a proper home cooked meal over there. but when i return back to Hougang, although i have everything better in all aspects, including home cooked meal, i do not feel happier. because i feel that my family don't regard like family member. to me, they are like treating me more of maid. they never complain anything because they do not want me to move out again. and in depth they feel that during the times i stay out make them lose their face or reputation towards our relatives. to our relatives it may seems that my parents are not a set of good parents because 2 out of their 3 children moved out before.
to our own parents they feel that they themselves are very good set of parents, because they slogged so hard in so many years to support 3 of us to adulthood. they provide us with all good materials. but they failed to realise that these are not all what we want. Money is not everything. the results is very clear cut: 2 of us are not very rich but we are very independent and contented. but left 1 of us: he is very rich but he is never happy and he never exactly has a life. all these, FOR WHAT? why create so much troubles. my view is very simple: each and everyone of us should know what to do and what not to do. and not leave everything to my parents especially when they are so old already.
well this is my point of view. feel free to comment otherwise skip it.
Wednesday, December 23, 2009
Merry Christmas!!!
Hi Guys!!!!
Just wanna say this to you all......................
Just wanna say this to you all......................
Merry X'mas everyone! Have a blessed 2010 ahead!
Love,
Jaren =)
Love,
Jaren =)
Thursday, October 01, 2009
When Watching Vcds turn into a duty more than a Passion.....
Been trying to finish up watching dramas and movies. In the past i can watch continuously for several days and nights because I wanted to finish up the drama before i can totally rest my mind otherwise i will keep thinking keep dreaming about the show.
That, is what i called Passion and interest.
But recently I watch for a few hours and I will start feeling tired and sleepy. Initially, I thought it's because I'm getting older, concentration span getting shorted. But no leh.. i used to be very tired too yet for the sake of the show i am able to stay through the night.
THEN, it dawned to me that I might be watching the show because I need to check if the discs are spoilt or I need to watch it soon for me to return to other people.
Seriously, where has the passion of watching shows gone to? Has it disappeared just like my Green Tea mooncakes with Melon Seeds?
FYI, the last show which I can't stop watching is Charmed Season 1 to 8 which I paid close to $700 for it.
That, is what i called Passion and interest.
But recently I watch for a few hours and I will start feeling tired and sleepy. Initially, I thought it's because I'm getting older, concentration span getting shorted. But no leh.. i used to be very tired too yet for the sake of the show i am able to stay through the night.
THEN, it dawned to me that I might be watching the show because I need to check if the discs are spoilt or I need to watch it soon for me to return to other people.
Seriously, where has the passion of watching shows gone to? Has it disappeared just like my Green Tea mooncakes with Melon Seeds?
FYI, the last show which I can't stop watching is Charmed Season 1 to 8 which I paid close to $700 for it.
Thursday, September 17, 2009
Pictures!
Haha... Self Made Wedding Photo (Me & Kelvin Cheng) :P
Me (11/09/09's Outing) 
Ming Han & Yusuf (11/09/09's Outing)
Hong Jin & Wee Siang (11/09/09's Outing)
Stan & Hong Jin (11/09/09's Outing)
ROM bouquet of rose with pearls. Tuesday, September 15, 2009
Pictures!
Nerdy Me =D 
OCC Dinner on 14th August 2009 (From Left: Zhen Song, Me, Niki, June)
My BIrthday surprise from Shu hua (Vancouver) & Stanley (Singapore) :D
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